Firstly, I should have started this blog a long, long time ago, (6 months ago to be precise), when I began modelling full time.

I basically just want to write about my experiences in this industry, because I have been stereotyped and judged for what I do, and I want you all to see that it’s by no means an easy job.

I did my first photoshoot when I was 14, and it was the scariest day of my life. It felt like somebody had shoved me onto a stage with a full audience watching me in silence, just waiting for me to entertain them. I remember standing in front of the camera shaking. I felt like I was going to puke. You can see the fear in my eyes and the way I posed. (Maybe one day I will share them just for fun).  Believe me, it takes a lot…